Sushi tei dinner with the HOs obg was awesome! like they're all so nice, and the pl can really get quite rowdy when a large group of drs gather to CHAT. u won't be able to imgaine...

The whole week was like battle for me and i am so tired now. v tired. gotta go bak to nuh to complete some work tmr..sighs....

Al's transient, all's good...i just noe it :)

good night stars and moon.......................................................................yawns.

I dunno what to say but i feel i have alot to say. It's prolly one of those weeks when u feel so overwhelmed, it's so hard to spit out in words nicely wad u feel..oh wells, on a lighter note, Lynette has SNipped HER LONG HAIR! she now belongs to the category of girls WITH SHORT HAIR. hahaha..dun ask me how, and dun ask me why.i really have no idea where i found thecourage. Like finally. It's prolly all the toxicity and hundred and one things happening around me at the same time that drove me to this.hahaha.

i will post sth here when i find a new set of courage to take photos. :)

Beautiful SUnday! Had scruffy's breakfast with ying by the beach this morning. awesome...breezy, childrens' laughters, families picnicing, cute doggies with shoes!!!, bright white sky, deep blue sea. oh! Can u even imagine?? :)
now that i'm back home...and the sky seems to have turned greyish again..i feel . erms. relaxed :)
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The entire week has been like a battle! Like it's so tiring but so motivational!! :)
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Friday went to Tampiness ikea with the sisters. BUt it wasn't as enjoyable as usual coz i was just so drained my body was there but heart and mind wsn't...heeh heh.
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Had an awesome gathering with the family yest and today will be a restful sunday, only that oi HAVE a case report to finish. Lyn, stop procrastinating !!! :) YES i shan't.
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I'm looking forward to monday tmr, yet a little of me isn't coz i want sleep!!!! hah!

Almost towards the end of first week OBG. Been great, except some hiccups here and there, which is SO frustrating at times. and there seems to be so much work to do ALL the time. I dun feel as relaxed and chill as i was told to be for electives... :(

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I really wanna be less bothered, think about it less, but it's hard. i can;t control it, It keeps bogging my mind, like every free waking moment i'm thinking about it. Sighs..maybe it'll get clearer it's transient, maybe this is helping me a little, it takes time, values and determination. Lynette, you know u can curb this!

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Hope to do more clinicals next week- more Ots, seeing the KING at work! hah and more babies...but i have a feeling i won't coz my case notes will be here next week. when all the boredom begins :(

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Here, presenting the beautiful friends at the beautiful MARINA BARRAGE picnic sunday :)

End of paeds- i'm really quite sad. :(
But beginning of obs and gynae!! :) day 1 was busy, boy!!
ward rounds, help the HO make changes, then did some paperwork. After lunch had clinics only to go to DS for a delivery- chinese baby boy 3.2kg!! Guess it's things like this that keep all the doctors going!! goodness, it was midday and i was already tired, but the beautfil baby boy and all the excitement and joy just perked me up. I assisted a teeny weeny bit. after that Dr F let me do his clinics like i clerked the new patients and wrote them in, but he said i was not focused enough in my history taking- oh wells! i gotta brush up with some reading. it's been too long.

Hans has gone back, and perhaps coming back? hahah...confusing.. but life goes on- so i shall be happy everyday! :)

better rest early for my new exciting day tmr! :)