There's a special kind of freedom sisters enjoy. Freedom to share innermost thoughts, to ask a favor,to show their true feelings. The freedom to simply be themselves.

I was touched.
I have so much to learn :)

Extracted fr Val's fb:
"Carry a heart that never hates
Carry a smile that never fades
Carry a touch that never hurts"- Author Unknown.

Time passes so so so quickly.it's end of the week now and beginning of a new week..
let's see..my weekend..hmm, pretty good pretty good. :)

I'm so sleepy now...tmr is going to be another good day and looking forward to the awesome week ahead!!!

:):):)

Poured again today.....
Nice fuzzy feeling to be chilling at home the entire FRiday evening :)

We ate so much today! gosh!
HAd breakfast- laksa lunch + muachee+tutu kuey+lime juice - MAcs Hotfudge sunday + Two packets of LArge MAcs fries...... SO mch food today okay! but great CG bonding......

i feel so tired now...shall sleep and make good use of my sat tmr! :)

nite moon and stars and galaxy!

Hmmm.. it was pouring today again..
nice weather, makes one les sleepy unlike in the humidity during summer singapore :)
I'm loving it.

hf has one lsat paper to go and coming home for christmas! :) good for him really..

A few things to look forward to for myself:
1. Understand neuro coz i am a complete dummy at it.
2. write it up
3. Meeting some dear old frens
4. 10th dec.

ANyways, this weekend is going to be a beautiful one. i can jus feel it in my fingers!

:: grow sunflowers. Grow::

Thanks to wee wee joanna, so clever and IT smartie pants. hahahah!!! this is my new blog face. :)
She's happy i'm happy!
lalalalalla


It's The Little Things

Over the years, I've grown to be a part of you
You've cared for me and opened the way to a happy and beautiful life
You make me feel warm and safe and give me hope for brighter days

It's the little things that we share, the love and joy that's in the air
The children's laughter everywhere, and all our favourite things

Over the years, I've grown accustomed to your ways
And no matter where I'll be, it warms my heart to know that
You're always here for me.................

tadah tadah..................

I love this music.

We see and understand things not as they are, but as we are.

Make wise decisions and stick to them. The decisions you make today affects the life you live tomorrow!

We all make choices everyday, whether small choices like what should i eat for lunch to life-changing choices like getting married to him or quitting this job when you have a family to support etc. Well, there is no right or wrong choice because for the same circumstance, different choices would be made by different people according to their morals and values, according to their life experiences and what matters. And who is to judge whether the choice is right or not. i Say there are only good and bad choices- sth that is not quite good for one may be considered the best choice ever! for another.

So, don;t be afraid to make your own choice and stand up for it because the choice is YOURS. Noone else has the right to steal that autonomy from you. But at the end of the day, be responsible for the autonomy you exercised from the beginning. :)


::Have faith::

Hmmm...it was quite bright when i was getting home from work today...and all of a sudden while i was playing the piano i heard pitter patter pitter patter. It's the December monsoon rain again! :) Sky turned dark prematurely, it felt kinda good i was home, in the comfort of shelter and warmth! :)

Let's see, what shall i share about today?

Xpel! Yes expel negative thoughts from your life! Surround yourself with people who have qualities you want to develop in yourself! We should learn to pick ourselves up from ech and every mistake that stumbled us along our course of life, yet not quite demolished us. These are the lessons and experiences you want to draw strength and courage from! And learning from the mistakes of others without having to make that same mistake is another thing we should do!

Life's so colourful and ful of ups and downs. Who is perfect in this world? NOBODY! So there there, have faith and keep the spirit of learning and striving to make this world a better place going!

::peace::

Wheee!! I skipped 20mins today! i feel healthy. I feel this is going to be the beginning, and a good one, of my discipline lifestyle geared towards wad is to come 16 weeks later. :)

I am going to write a series of tricks to happy living to share with you all as well as remind myself the simple ways to be happy each and every day. I mustn't be so angst, my pimples won'tgo away!

Let's see..tonite i shall talk about... Time consciousness!

Time consciousness
I am beginning to appreciate this good habit to have :)
To Value my own time and that of others'. Time is so precious once pass will never return. Every seconds counting as i am typing away..... hehe
Procrastinating, putting things for later only steals our time and gives no rewards!

I will try my best towards this. And i thank you lord for letting me come to appreciate this more and more each day and i pray you'll help me have this good habit of time consciousness >:)

Good nite,CVS here i come tmr!!! WHooO!

I am feeling pretty emo the last few days. Close friends around me prolly know…. Oh wells, I’m sure it’s normal and glad that the lowest point is over..hah

I think it’s a fine line between confidence and being a show off; and humility VS a low self esteem. It’s a line not too difficult to distinguish but definitely not that clear cut as well.

Been sitting in the living hall the last five nights, working on a statement- but more than that, spending hours and hours thinking through my life, what I have accomplished thus far as well as the failures. I also came to recognize clearer my life values I want to hold on to.

There is a lot of psycho-ing to do, reassurance and need for reaffirmation. I know theses and a lot of answers lie in the book called bible and through prayers. I started off the year wanting to be prayerful, lost it in the middle, but I want to end the good year with a prayerful life. So I shall be discipline and start.

There there, lots of rattling and pouring out of random emotions.

Ok, shall stop here tonite, going to fetch DA sister home and read respi and endocrine now!

Nite stars and the moon!

not easy.........
keep going.....
u can do it
focus
passion

Lynette wee wee wee is sleep deprived..

come on, u can do better than this!

pump up your energy!

They say good times bring people together and bad times tell u the good from the bad.

I cannot agree more.

But may i add on, bad times not only show u who are the ones who mean enough to u, it also shows u how much u mean to different ppl.

Some people are just more worth the love than others. That's why there is a difference between a bestfriend and a goodfriend. and good friend from friend. friend from acquantaince and so on......BUT of course, family is in a different league altogether. :)

On a more serious and less emo note, i really need supernatural strength. Dear god, please grant me the strength, focus and determination. and most of all, patience to go through this week smoothly. To make full use of the little time i have and use it wisely. To love you more and love people more. AMEN.

Time for a little me time and HIV time. :)

Can u even imagine???
it's tmr tmr tmr tmr!! after all the months, tmr is finally here.
I must remember to:
1. Keep calm, stay cool, stay relax
2. be expressive
3. compose myself and recal scales asap.
4. Not to hesitate for aural just sing
5. Keep tempo and key signature in mind for sight reading.

YOU CAN DO IT GOGOGO!!!
now for the last min of practise......

good nite evryone!!

5 hours of piano practice- esp aural, and dinner and TV and play with dogs and listening to awesome piano pieces, forming a band with singer, piano and guitar, the monday nite was exceptionally enjoyable. :)

Thanks lj and ny!

LHF never called again..busy busy, everyone's too busy too tired for anything and evrything. OH wells....

Busy week for me too.... wonder when i can squeeze in some time to go kinderland this wk, just is coming down town on wed/thu. Need to plan sth out...

Should be focusing on the upcoming exam more than anything else right now tho...

JIA you nettes. you can do it!! :) :) :)

Hmmm.....days are passing so quickly. hours and mins ticking by so fast. I need to move faster to catch up with time......

Happy birthday singapore!
:)
:)
:)
A very very enjoyalble long weekend, very fully utilised, just din study alot (which i totally should given paeds exam is in a few days' time). But wells...lost time can never get it back can i?

Let's see how i spend the weekend...
-Sat had dinner w the girls, and watched Sing Dollar musical. really hilarious i must say. very good. and then suppered till real late.
- Sunday was Singapore's birthday! so was a tthe parade, which was amazing i thought. This year's plot is very good in my opinion, music, setting, costumes, performances, hosts. awesome~ the program was so smooth and ended with a short but splendid fireworks display.
- Monday was family portrait. spent the whole day dolling up and photo-ing with all the cousins, aunties, uncles and grams. tiring tho and there was still piano practice at the exam venue which i almost missed! but thank god, seems like the bad luck's all going away now. I'ss post up some pretty photos soon when i get them. :)

Upcoming two weeks are going to be extremely tough for me....
1. Paeds exam which i haven;t finish studying for. a loong way more...
2. Piano exam
3. Anti-CANCER run in the following weekend.
4. Start practising for quint-fac bash. We're bringing it on this year! yess.

I've figured out sth really impt the last few days. In a nutshell, it is never to dismay and give up even before trying. Confidence is half the battle won. and also preparing to the best of my abilities is the other part of the portion. Yups :)

Planning for the next mini pit stop of rest for myself as a form of rest and motivation for more upcoming tasks ahead. :) - SPA!

hi everyone!!!
It's been a long time coming, and i'm finally back on blogger.
5 weeks in the very rural african continent have been me grown a little more compassionate, a little wiser in terms of L I F E, a little more appreciative of the environment i live in and all around me, and ALOT blacker (sunshine every day!)!

It is hard to tell all that happened in Tanzania, mostly good incidences, tho i would really like to share my experience and my inner thoughts. So i shall just summarise then into three points:
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1) Tho Africa is everyone's gold standard eg. of a third world country- mention in geography, literature or even medical textbooks-i figured out that Africa is actually a very rich country. Rich in it's culture and natural resources. All the rural people may be poor in the material sense, but they are rich in emotions- ever so happy and smiley and friendly and they are such simple folks, so simple so genuine it was very comfortable living in their community.
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2) I love SIMBAs. The safari is so awsome - sky is bigger and broader, more blueness and clearer! Mountain Kilimanjaro is way too beautiful! Pictures speak a thousand words, so i'll upload some of the over 3000 photos we took in Africa when i get hold of it from han.
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3) The experiences there, mainly the 6 days climb up Africa's highest mountain- made me learn n realise alot of things about myself and working dynamics btw people- about giving and taking and loving one another. THe team of 14 headed of bob bob was amazing- i hope nings group will have a helll of a time like we did!!!

Ok, going back to the wards now- and i really hope Koh will call us into OT soon. looong loong day ahead.....
take care.

nettie86.blogspot.com

Gosh... i really cannot be so blur anymore.....................................................................sighs.

Anyways, dear friend's i won;t be around for a while, from 4april till 10May.....WIll be in Tanzania with the sick and with wildlife in its natural habitat... I"m excited. :)

Take care and see u all soon loveliesss....

Sushi tei dinner with the HOs obg was awesome! like they're all so nice, and the pl can really get quite rowdy when a large group of drs gather to CHAT. u won't be able to imgaine...

The whole week was like battle for me and i am so tired now. v tired. gotta go bak to nuh to complete some work tmr..sighs....

Al's transient, all's good...i just noe it :)

good night stars and moon.......................................................................yawns.

I dunno what to say but i feel i have alot to say. It's prolly one of those weeks when u feel so overwhelmed, it's so hard to spit out in words nicely wad u feel..oh wells, on a lighter note, Lynette has SNipped HER LONG HAIR! she now belongs to the category of girls WITH SHORT HAIR. hahaha..dun ask me how, and dun ask me why.i really have no idea where i found thecourage. Like finally. It's prolly all the toxicity and hundred and one things happening around me at the same time that drove me to this.hahaha.

i will post sth here when i find a new set of courage to take photos. :)