I am so sleepy..tired and flu-ing again. :(
But wad's different this time- motivation. i am highly motivated :)
Paeds is going to rok my soks! :)

My weekend started on friday night...... :) :) :)
After that, yes THAT haircut at monsoon, i went to law school to meet yos, and the girls we all went to dempsey for sammie's surprise farewell dinner! The turnout was fantastic and i am so glad she was truely surprised. We had the room and it was so good to see all the familial faces, some of whom i haven;t met since graduation. :)
After that rach pris and i went to Ben and Jerry's to chill and watch the live band, the singer was good man. :)

Saturday din start so well coz it was pouring the moment i woke up, but thank GOD, it stopped for a good 2 hours, which gave me the chance to go to the beach- something we had planned for 4 days! :) The gentle sun, the breeze and the sea- after MACS happy meal breakfast! It was the ultimate combii tell u. We walked along the sea waters, played by the seaside and then chatted on the benches. It was nearly noon when we were driving back but it din even feel like it because weather was so good, the winds blew cold air, the smell was salty yet mild. I just love it! aND IT was so therapeutic to just be at the beach on sucha cool day.

And my saturday had only just begun...... :) :) :)

Went with zeh to cityhall to meet aud and zm. We were going for gatecrash! the awefully beautiful fireworks display by the KOREANS! The crowd at cityhall was unbelievable and i think u spent a good 30mins trying to get from the station to marina sq. after a while Veld, xq and nic turned up too and we had qiji popiah and HK cafe drinks......it was still pouring at that point in time...only it had subsided to a light drizzle now. We marched to the platform with all the enthusiasm and excitment, and me and zm just couldn't contain our excitement, we were talking at the top of our voices and jumping up and down. BEfore the fireworks started around 930, the 6 of us were just playing around with the camera, trying to take pictures and MORE photos. haha.... I will upload a few once i get them- coz picture speaks a THOUSAND words. Oh yes, we met jocs and li there too! We were seated at the yellow platform- almost the same pl i was at during NDP. And altho i dun like to be in the rain, i managed it quite well. The fireworks were just so good..the golden spirals, the swimming fishes, the sparkling shooting stars, the dancing red ballerinas all in rythm with the music. It was SO amazing!

Well, it was STILL drizzling lightly when the show ended, and the crowd really just got on our nerves, We walked to the boat house opp fullerton to meet the rest of the medicine gang- chris, haz, hy, yp, yk, marc, zz,tz, ra,sel- hope i din miss anyone out and we were just mingling around and taking photos. This special group is super distinct, it's either BIG eyes double eyelid or small eyes single eyelids, OK we have pictures for proof! haaha....

You would have think that my saturday ended like that! BUt NOooooo......zm and vel decided to come for a stayover! :) so Me hy, nic, ve and zm shared a cab home...the taxi driver was so nice and cute, he let 5 of us hop into the cab :) :P) Nic came over for a short while and after he left, three of us tok turns to shower. Our stayover became a KTV session with veld as our DJ and zm as the lead singer. :) :) we just off the room lights and sang with the KTV version of songs from youtube until we were really drained around 3am.

LIGHTS oUT!!! and the day ended with a soft GOOD NITE GIRLS :)

Sunday!!! Can;t be at church again today.. :( Going with stephrene and eve for hip hop class at jitterbugs, hope i'll be able to manage after having been stiff and inactive for so long....
and right now! my baby xavier is coming! gosh, i am so excited....so i'mlogging off now to prepare myself to receive my prince :)

Have a blessed sunday friends :)

LOVE is when you don't have to say a word and he knows EXACTLY how you feel :)

Oh my....it's been almost ONE full year since i last turned to class 95 at night..it rocks! gives me serenity and hope in the quiet nights :)

COUNTING down, 12 more hours to heaven :)

Good Morning! :) rISE and shine..it's slightly before 8am now, and here i am trying to edit my Writeups so i could hand it in. :)

It's going to be an awesome day today! :)

TADAH!!!! the new me :) :) :) :) :)

Two free days without braces...and today, the teeth pain sets in again....after fixing the ugly retainers....and the unbearable menstrual cramps, i really nearly fainted in town. But our hero saves the day again..YANSHENG came to the rescue and i felt much better with his company. :)

It was so fun, all of us gathered to play ping pong and badminton today.....haha, and after several rounds of "catching" yesterday, my legs were still aching.......Had jap for lunch and towned until dinnertime where i trained down to meet our darling sammie, wanlin and jessica, oh yes can dear camy joined us for dessert! it was an awesome gathering...5 years, since graduation. I really had a great time!

Hmmm...how shall i start tonight....
OKay, i was so distracted this afternoon, i actually alighted at douby ghaut, thinking it was cityhall.
Anyways, i really had a good sweat and hearty laughters playing ping pong and catching with the boys and evange. :) It was like back to primary school where we would forgo food just to play catching while eating ice-cream during recess break. hahah.....

Indeed, medicine is not all about results, mug, getting into dean's list, or that constant worry about having to finish this textbook..it's really about frienships, helping one another, looking out for each other and having fun together while ensuring each other's learning is ok. :)
I love being where i am right now. :)

It's finally over... :) smiles coz the exams stress is over, but a little bittersweet feeling coz this also marks an end to the very much enjoyed OnG posting...

Sunday...let's see...watched olympics till late with my grandfather last nite...had breakfast with my grandma this morning...had lunch with my family and aunt Mary- She is sponsoring me to SPA next week..n i CAN"T wait.! :) :) Now, i just got home from Pedicure, finally my feet n toe nails look and FEEL more human now...
It's been two weeks since i've touched my piano exam pieces and scales or sight-reading....and i have piano in 30mins, i should be practicing hard now so my teacher wouldn't be too upset later..oh wells...

Hmmm....some thoughts i have recently.... Family is always dearest to you. Family members, whatever they do will never have the intention of harming you...family members always try to protect each other's interest. But sometimes, the things may not be too nice, may be harsh- but at the end of the day, it's because they love u.
Life always has it's ups and downs- and i certainly AM in a position to say that now that in my 21 years of life, i've seen slow death, sudden death, sickness, love, kinship, financial issues, health, no health; i've braved through exams, storms, happiness, grief, anger, teamwork, friendships, relationships. Not that i feel old or tired of life, it's jsut i feel i have experienced enough to know that it is never worth it to be angry for too long, to be sad for too much and i certainly want to brave my LIFE with hope and confidence regardless the circumstance.
And the recent spate of events have really spurred me on- to look further than what i can see- to read further into what is shown/said- to love myself more- to appreciate and not take for granted- to fall down and pick myself up with dignity.
I hope what i said has motivated some readers... it's nothing in particular, just some food for thought.

Some Older photos......i really miss u all!

Today'spaper din go too well for me...sheesh..the worst feeling u can get after an exam is REGRETS! Regret u din write that KEYword down despite knowing the answer...regret u din think twice or even thrice before putting down this answer instead of that, regret that u din read the question again and again.

So Dr F said dun think about it or get distracted, focus on the next task! (sounds so much like what my mumy will say!) So here i am, distraught after one battle but pulliung myself together for the next! ahahahahaa.

What does CHillax actually mean? haha....

My teeth hurts..... :( BIG TIME! did i eat too much? can't wait to get these metal pieces OFF!..they are really getting on my nerves already :(

One more week to go...actually 6 days more! i can do it!! Oh God, i know you're watching over me...as i pray for all my friends and myself to be in goood health, for those who are unwell to quickly recover, the whole batch will pass!!! WE WILL!!!

anyways, NDP08 was awesome....it was a breath taking sight when the fireworks went off.... it was beautiful! I can't wait for 23rd to come, where the showis all about fireworks!

Let' see, my list of to- dos after exams....
1) SING
2) SPA
3) Pedicure
4) Facial- or any cure for my face, in breakout!
5) watch a movie in the theatre
6)A real haircut
7) Shopping
8) Swim
9) Beach out and vball
10) Meet my friends...all i couldn't meet up with the last month - Sammie, ams, dom, andy, DHSPA........

All these to be done in 1.5 days...oh gosh... haahaha...

i just can't wait!

Oh!! and one more thing....just a sudden thought.
As a person grows up..life only gets more complicated. I figured out the easiest way to it is to simplify things, the simplest way! Life's easier this way...
Oh and i love filial boys!

I was just asked to write something simple here.....yeah blogging should be from the heart yea, and let it all flow naturally...but i just haf the problem of having too much thoughts i dunno where to begin and how to express...haha

oh wellss...today is a happy day! One healthier person, no CANCER! :) i am so thankful for that. :) I love OT, hours in the theatre flies by so quickly..and everyone is nice...surgeons, nurses, cleaners. everyone! Food is nice too :)

Hmm...days are just passing so quickly...and abit abt my life..life without hans...life with books and exams. Well..wad a FAIR exchange. haha.....i miss u hans!

A normal friday, out from 7am and home at 10pm, but somehow, today seemed much longer than usual. It seemed like a week has passed in the last 15hours...maybe it's because of the roller coaster of emotions experienced together.

Life isn't always black and white, there's no such thing as u should do this and do that and not do this. you know what i mean...simply because every situation, be it big or small, is different. But we are alive, and we are human, we can adapt and adjust and handle every situation that comes along the best we can, the way we deem appropriate.

Neways, mummy was crap. but company was good. :)

goodnight world.