Jus before anyone gets lost in my words, this is a warning, everything i'm going to start blabbering are a load of random stuffs - well i jus feel like blogging.
Been sick like there wasn't any Lynette to begin with. Bad stomach so many times, flu until my nose got so sore and i could barely breathe a full breath, fever despite all the medications, sorethroat that went away quickly (thank god). It's been a week and they jus check in and out like i'm some sort of hotel? one minute i'm well and ready for a big feast at New York, another minute i'm sick and out lying in bed, only to find myself happily gathering with old friends and then back again in the some old bed losing myself again. Oh man..it sucks to be down but maybe... jus maybe this is something.. God is telling me: Take rest my child and be contented; or/and always remember my child, this is how terrible your patients will feel, always have that tender heart, compassion and love for people. Well, im a good girl, i'll take them all! So i thank god and i believe that i'm on a road to speedy FULL recovery with no more morning msges to my partner saying i'm sick again today..srry, tell me abt sch tmr and stuffs. No more no nonsense!
Sem two is SO not slack ok! Jus had a test on first day of school and then another one next week. And A BIG FAT CA 2 in less than a month where all subjects are tested. OMG and i haven't even caught up with the lectures since last sem believe it or NOT` ask me wad i've been doing? apart from resting and normal commitments like family, friends, church, love, i've always been trying to catch up and study. Imagine the pace i've been taking, em, or rather the amount of work one can find when u read medicine in NUS. It KILLS!
On a better note, actually studying isn;t such a bad thing, jus need to get started and be addicted. When u finish studying and feel like you;ve learnt so much more and when test results reflect your hard work and you feel satisfied - this feeling is sth unexplainable - something so precious u cannot buy with money or intelligence or anything else in the world. It's all your time and efforts.
I think i'm going to snip my hair this week. I dun mean a hair trim, i really say H-A-I-R-C-U-T! like cut it short. I wonder how i'll look like. man, i'm stil deciding tho. I mean short is easy to keep, fast to dry, easy to maintain, less weight. I'll think about it la... if u see it then it means i've deicided, otherwise, then i'm still deciding...
Made new glasses on sunday. It real special one and not too loud or anything so i can wear it in the hospital in april.
Felt really happy to have met up with a couple of good old sec school friends last week. Me HY and Hf visited uncle and we had such a good time sharing. Then met up with the charming boys circle of friends and the si da, only without LZ. Saw stephie and sammie...and hy and all..grins...i was very happy.
Jason Is very sweet and he takes my words seriously (even tho they were only half serious) and most importantly he keeps to his promise. I like him.
Sighs...but some friends are having some problems in their relationship. Are boys stupid or wad? then after hearing from El, realise it's not about boys all the time..some girls can be real fickle and hard hearted too... i cannot understand how some people function, how they make informed decisions, how they relate to people, how they treat their loved ones...and i can never ever understand because they are they and they are wierd! bUT cheer up hy darling! u are a strong girl ( 19th coy CL OK!) and time can really heal your heart, as cliche as it may sound, it is so true@! and it's not your loss but his@! always remember that!
I think i'm running a temperature now so i'll go take a rest.
Dear god, pls bless me, put your mighty hands on me and keep me well, safe from evil and protect me from pain. AMEN!
