Tuesday, June 13, 2006
EVeyrone ard me seems to be so into world cup! - fifa fiesta! and i'm no different!
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Been catching it with my family, hans and some family friends..betted some money too...really does make a difference to the atmosphere and excitement level when watching the game!!!
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okies..plus i did make a bit of money...hehe!! great...but just a lil....
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The last week has been a hectic one...so is this wk...busy with world cup and stuffs...haha still meeting up frens...jas's comm ball and going to KL just's place on sunday...be going to awana resort too..thanks to roob's invitation! ( u won;t believe it..his family actually owns the place!!!) arrrr...it's so sweet and awesome!!
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byeee peeps...made some jap jelly..going to taste the fruit of my labour rite now!
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Been catching it with my family, hans and some family friends..betted some money too...really does make a difference to the atmosphere and excitement level when watching the game!!!
.
okies..plus i did make a bit of money...hehe!! great...but just a lil....
.
The last week has been a hectic one...so is this wk...busy with world cup and stuffs...haha still meeting up frens...jas's comm ball and going to KL just's place on sunday...be going to awana resort too..thanks to roob's invitation! ( u won;t believe it..his family actually owns the place!!!) arrrr...it's so sweet and awesome!!
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byeee peeps...made some jap jelly..going to taste the fruit of my labour rite now!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Surprise surprise..got home only to find a BIG packet of gummies on my table. Beside it is a card which reads:
I wish i could go back in time...
back to those unspoiled moments in our relationship
before hurt ever touched our hearts,
before doubt ever entered out minds.
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Because if i could go back and start from those moments once more,
i would hold you longer,
never miss a chance to tell you how much you mean to me...
and i would never ever hurt you.
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But i know we can't go back to those days.
I know i can't erase the mistakes.
I can't take away the questions you much have or the hurt we both feel.
But i can assure you of one thing:
I Love You -
as i did then
and always will.
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Suzanne Berry
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I cried. Tears fell down from my already worn out eyes.
I picked up the phone, we talked, no more anger or low self esteem, no more blaming, it was pure words of appreciation and love. Miraculous! How a simple card and a packet of candy can work wonders such as this. Indeed the card was so well written it was speaking his heart as well as mine. But it was really the deep thought behind the actions, the sincerity and the heart that was put inside, that touched me- considering the fact that he's so "square" usually.
I was even more touched when i realised that the gummies he bought were exactly those i msged him to tell him abt many months ago on a night when i felt like having those gummies, glow worms, dolphin gummies and all...he had them all cept fer the dolphin and bug and heart (tt i forgot to mention in the msg). I came to a conclcusion that he doens't ALWAYS take me or my msges for granted (not all the time tho) , at least he keeps some of the msges and tries to keep me happy when he knows he's in deep trouble whenever he upsets me.
Al's well ends well.
goodnight candies! good nite ai ai and jo jo!
P.S: i love the sharks!
I wish i could go back in time...
back to those unspoiled moments in our relationship
before hurt ever touched our hearts,
before doubt ever entered out minds.
.
Because if i could go back and start from those moments once more,
i would hold you longer,
never miss a chance to tell you how much you mean to me...
and i would never ever hurt you.
.
But i know we can't go back to those days.
I know i can't erase the mistakes.
I can't take away the questions you much have or the hurt we both feel.
But i can assure you of one thing:
I Love You -
as i did then
and always will.
.
Suzanne Berry
.
I cried. Tears fell down from my already worn out eyes.
I picked up the phone, we talked, no more anger or low self esteem, no more blaming, it was pure words of appreciation and love. Miraculous! How a simple card and a packet of candy can work wonders such as this. Indeed the card was so well written it was speaking his heart as well as mine. But it was really the deep thought behind the actions, the sincerity and the heart that was put inside, that touched me- considering the fact that he's so "square" usually.
I was even more touched when i realised that the gummies he bought were exactly those i msged him to tell him abt many months ago on a night when i felt like having those gummies, glow worms, dolphin gummies and all...he had them all cept fer the dolphin and bug and heart (tt i forgot to mention in the msg). I came to a conclcusion that he doens't ALWAYS take me or my msges for granted (not all the time tho) , at least he keeps some of the msges and tries to keep me happy when he knows he's in deep trouble whenever he upsets me.
Al's well ends well.
goodnight candies! good nite ai ai and jo jo!
P.S: i love the sharks!
"and so today i attended the wake of another peer who slipped us by.
i'm only two decades into the world of living and already i feel old and wane. just by being a witness of friends who have passed. and knowing that my life is ticking away too, sends jolts of threat, pain, misery and in a funny way, comfort as well. comfort in knowing that i shall soon be able to reconcile with the Divine Creator face to face once again. and know who He really is and how He looks like. but having the mindset of any human being, that thought ought to take a back seat till another five decades later.
i actually have plenty to say, but somehow the words just dont flow as easily as i'd thought. "
says sammie.
EXACTLY! this is exactly wad i feel and been trying to say... thank u for helping me put into a coherent paragraph. By the way, Actually..they do flow.
i'm only two decades into the world of living and already i feel old and wane. just by being a witness of friends who have passed. and knowing that my life is ticking away too, sends jolts of threat, pain, misery and in a funny way, comfort as well. comfort in knowing that i shall soon be able to reconcile with the Divine Creator face to face once again. and know who He really is and how He looks like. but having the mindset of any human being, that thought ought to take a back seat till another five decades later.
i actually have plenty to say, but somehow the words just dont flow as easily as i'd thought. "
says sammie.
EXACTLY! this is exactly wad i feel and been trying to say... thank u for helping me put into a coherent paragraph. By the way, Actually..they do flow.
I DUN UNDRSTAND i cannot understand...
how on earth did i fall in love in the first place...
no romance, no concern, no pretty dates:: lotsa insensitivity, uncaring, passive, pessimism??
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I must be crazy!
MUST BE.
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Been through quite a bit this week. Some emotional part i need to handle by myself..seen the doc, seen death, seen love, seen tears, seen breakup, seen laughter, seen anger, seen hard work.
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I've also learnt to think more for myself and less for him. Want more for myself and less for him. Love myself more and less him. Since he cannot keep me away from hurts and tears, i must learn to protect myself ain't it so?
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I've also learnt that u cannot swallow everything down, u may die of internal injuries or get indigestion ( no wonder my heart aches more than usual these two wks.)......therefore..................I can't wait to see u girls (the 3 tigers rule!) later...i hav so much to tell!!!!!! and so much to hear fr u.
:) :) :) horrays!
how on earth did i fall in love in the first place...
no romance, no concern, no pretty dates:: lotsa insensitivity, uncaring, passive, pessimism??
.
I must be crazy!
MUST BE.
.
Been through quite a bit this week. Some emotional part i need to handle by myself..seen the doc, seen death, seen love, seen tears, seen breakup, seen laughter, seen anger, seen hard work.
.
I've also learnt to think more for myself and less for him. Want more for myself and less for him. Love myself more and less him. Since he cannot keep me away from hurts and tears, i must learn to protect myself ain't it so?
.
I've also learnt that u cannot swallow everything down, u may die of internal injuries or get indigestion ( no wonder my heart aches more than usual these two wks.)......therefore..................I can't wait to see u girls (the 3 tigers rule!) later...i hav so much to tell!!!!!! and so much to hear fr u.
:) :) :) horrays!
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