Just got bak from the hospital for PDP! Fineee...i look like a lab tech! hahaha...wad tthe heck that uncommitted irritating b*ld man! hah!
CNY is just this weekend oh my goodness! i'm not even done with shopping for new clothes and i haven't even been to china town! NOt ONCE! i love the new year mood, tho i'm not experiencing much at the moment, i'm SO looking forward to the reunion dinner! ahha, and bai nian.
Surprised i have quite a number of personal CNY appointments this year ( i guess the older u grow, the more ppl u noe and greater circle makes u busier during festive periods....which is good!!!) . On chu san, am invited to Dr leong's place for lunch, dinner at Mr kiw's house in the evening and a good friend's place. i dunnoe.....but i'm ready and am looking forward to meeting all my relatives and family friends, some of whom i haven't met since last CNY!!! (ooops) yippiee!!
i will study harder this week!!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
I just finished the book --Memoirs of a Geisha, would say it's a brilliant book. Love the details and uniquely interesting emotional desription. A truly engrossing story that is beautifully paced. Yes, and i especially love the funny twist at the end when the chairman confessed his love for Sayuri or should i say Chiyo, a good turn of events, something i'd least expect but subconsciously hoping for. How romantic, the funnily comfortable relationship between Chairman and Sayuri, walking along fith avenue or Central Park in New York City (Oh! and i really miss NY!!! humph!....:( ), how romantic.
Well, all i can say is, perfect timing and i'm ready to catch the movie first thing this weekend.
It's been a long time since i've missed someone so much, and i must say i miss hans! The bad weekend made it as if we din spend much time together at all altho we were in fact out the whole day. It feels so funny, to constantly pay extra attention and give a great part of yourself to someone when he's always making u upset and angry (probably over the slightest issue and probably also because of the fact that he IS your boyfriend and u expect more). At the end of it all, u know it's all worth it and there's no other reason but simply because you love him. Cliche as it may sound tho. But when will u have somebody to depend on when u need a shoulder to lie on or a listening ear-- he will always, always be there for me, he seldom has clever words or ideas to cheer me up, but he will always listen or without restrictions give me big reassuring HUGS ; who can u play all sorts or jokes and nonsense on when u feel bored knowing that the victim will not get angry at you?-- and he's most willing to do that, always getting "shoot" by my sacarsm as he always puts it or getting shocked very often when i hide in the corners of the house to BOO him!!! he never fails to jump in astonishment, leaving me satisfied with my tricks. But once in a while, he'll expect it from me and catch me before i can even jump out!; When are days when you just don't feel too good about yourself and have someone around to make you feel better?-- he has never failed to put a smile on my face when he says I LOVE YOU in that gentle sincere tone, and even goes as far as making exclusive monkey, dog, bird, cat, giraffe faces as i instruct and they are so funny!; Who will make u feel loved (apart from your parents) by always willing to take you to any restaraunts you like to go, and buying stuffs that you really really have been wanting with the meagre pay he has?-- As dull and as unromantic as he can be, there are little surprises or romantic dates from him, but it's that comfort i get with him, going out with no plans at all and always letting me choose where i want to eat, where i feel like shopping, asking me if i want chocolates everytime we walk past a candy/chocolate shop or watsons. And i like him for his humility and thriftiness yet knowing when he should spend on what, which are usually well spent; Who will massage you and make you feel comfortable while you study?-- He does! He gives me the optimum studying atmosphere, massages me when i feel tired, sitting around doing his own thing so as not to distract me, lets me rest my tired legs on his shoulders tho they are unwashed! haha. He does them all!
The list could go on and on....and of course there are many flaws too...but i recently came to realise (for myself that is) that love is about seeing his goodness even in the flaws. I miss him now!
Well, all i can say is, perfect timing and i'm ready to catch the movie first thing this weekend.
It's been a long time since i've missed someone so much, and i must say i miss hans! The bad weekend made it as if we din spend much time together at all altho we were in fact out the whole day. It feels so funny, to constantly pay extra attention and give a great part of yourself to someone when he's always making u upset and angry (probably over the slightest issue and probably also because of the fact that he IS your boyfriend and u expect more). At the end of it all, u know it's all worth it and there's no other reason but simply because you love him. Cliche as it may sound tho. But when will u have somebody to depend on when u need a shoulder to lie on or a listening ear-- he will always, always be there for me, he seldom has clever words or ideas to cheer me up, but he will always listen or without restrictions give me big reassuring HUGS ; who can u play all sorts or jokes and nonsense on when u feel bored knowing that the victim will not get angry at you?-- and he's most willing to do that, always getting "shoot" by my sacarsm as he always puts it or getting shocked very often when i hide in the corners of the house to BOO him!!! he never fails to jump in astonishment, leaving me satisfied with my tricks. But once in a while, he'll expect it from me and catch me before i can even jump out!; When are days when you just don't feel too good about yourself and have someone around to make you feel better?-- he has never failed to put a smile on my face when he says I LOVE YOU in that gentle sincere tone, and even goes as far as making exclusive monkey, dog, bird, cat, giraffe faces as i instruct and they are so funny!; Who will make u feel loved (apart from your parents) by always willing to take you to any restaraunts you like to go, and buying stuffs that you really really have been wanting with the meagre pay he has?-- As dull and as unromantic as he can be, there are little surprises or romantic dates from him, but it's that comfort i get with him, going out with no plans at all and always letting me choose where i want to eat, where i feel like shopping, asking me if i want chocolates everytime we walk past a candy/chocolate shop or watsons. And i like him for his humility and thriftiness yet knowing when he should spend on what, which are usually well spent; Who will massage you and make you feel comfortable while you study?-- He does! He gives me the optimum studying atmosphere, massages me when i feel tired, sitting around doing his own thing so as not to distract me, lets me rest my tired legs on his shoulders tho they are unwashed! haha. He does them all!
The list could go on and on....and of course there are many flaws too...but i recently came to realise (for myself that is) that love is about seeing his goodness even in the flaws. I miss him now!
Friday, January 13, 2006
From bad personal experience and those of some many good friends, i conclude that excessive gaming is BAD! (excessive gaming = playing > 50% of your free time exclusive of eat, sleep, toilet times, a week) Note! that there is nothing wrong with gaming, but not when u play it everyday and sacrifice other things/ people for it, not when friends outing= gaming, not when people around u are affected by it, definitely not.
I can easily, without much effort come out with at least 28 reasons WHY. Gaming is:
1. Bad for eyesight
2. Not edifying
3. Destroys relationships with family
4. Destroys relationships with friends
5. Destroys relationships with spouse
4. Makes a person hot tempered
5. Makes one get more impatient
6. a waste of time
7. a waste of electricity
8. a waste of resource
9. addictive which brings me to the above points
10. makes one more dull
11. makes one more ignorant
12. makes one more petty
13. makes one more insensitive
14. weakens one's ability to expressive himself/herself (so he/she is usually expressionless!)
15. weakens one's ability to communicate with ppl (so he/ she usually has no opinions of his own)
16. generally unhealthy for the body
17. adversely affect work or school time
18. causes poor exam results
19. badly affects life because other more important activities are sacrificed as a result
20. affects mental and physical growth (esp since increasing no. of adoloscents get addicted to games)
21. Sleep is sacrificed - mostly sleep deprived
22. bad for skin
23. weakens one's ability to differentiate btw reality and gaming
24. weakens one's ability to tell right from wrong
25. causes gender differentiation since about 80% of addicts are males (childish as usual)
26. decrease productivity ---> poor economic growth since work is compromised for game
27. and point 26. leads to lower standard of living
28. makes one irresponsible
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the list could go on and on. But i shan't waste too much of my time...good nite peeps.
I can easily, without much effort come out with at least 28 reasons WHY. Gaming is:
1. Bad for eyesight
2. Not edifying
3. Destroys relationships with family
4. Destroys relationships with friends
5. Destroys relationships with spouse
4. Makes a person hot tempered
5. Makes one get more impatient
6. a waste of time
7. a waste of electricity
8. a waste of resource
9. addictive which brings me to the above points
10. makes one more dull
11. makes one more ignorant
12. makes one more petty
13. makes one more insensitive
14. weakens one's ability to expressive himself/herself (so he/she is usually expressionless!)
15. weakens one's ability to communicate with ppl (so he/ she usually has no opinions of his own)
16. generally unhealthy for the body
17. adversely affect work or school time
18. causes poor exam results
19. badly affects life because other more important activities are sacrificed as a result
20. affects mental and physical growth (esp since increasing no. of adoloscents get addicted to games)
21. Sleep is sacrificed - mostly sleep deprived
22. bad for skin
23. weakens one's ability to differentiate btw reality and gaming
24. weakens one's ability to tell right from wrong
25. causes gender differentiation since about 80% of addicts are males (childish as usual)
26. decrease productivity ---> poor economic growth since work is compromised for game
27. and point 26. leads to lower standard of living
28. makes one irresponsible
.
.
.
.
.
.
the list could go on and on. But i shan't waste too much of my time...good nite peeps.
When was the last time you initiated a call or msg without first me asking how u're doing?
When was the last time you always gave in to me no matter how unreasonable i was?
When was the last time you were so afraid that i get angry or upset you did all u could to make me feel good?
When was the last time you asked me how i was coping with life without me blabbering on and on first and acting as tho things are always smooth sailing for me?
when was the last time?
so long i can'[t even recall ,maybe 5months ago? or even a year ago? i simply forgot.
But that was the last time.
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.
.
Happiness is as a butterfly which,
when pursued,is always beyond our grasp,
but which,
if you will sit down quietly,
may alight upon you.
(courtesy of rainbow! maybe it's time for me to learn just that.)
When was the last time you always gave in to me no matter how unreasonable i was?
When was the last time you were so afraid that i get angry or upset you did all u could to make me feel good?
When was the last time you asked me how i was coping with life without me blabbering on and on first and acting as tho things are always smooth sailing for me?
when was the last time?
so long i can'[t even recall ,maybe 5months ago? or even a year ago? i simply forgot.
But that was the last time.
.
.
.
.
Happiness is as a butterfly which,
when pursued,is always beyond our grasp,
but which,
if you will sit down quietly,
may alight upon you.
(courtesy of rainbow! maybe it's time for me to learn just that.)
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
It's another cold day...
school ended at 12, lunched and laffed so much over lunch with the dancers...hahaha
now that im back in the hall...wanna read up on renal and it'd be good. Vball training again tonight, my hands are still aching from that day's training...nvm, feel happy and satisfied and mummy just left. Love mummy mummy mummy!!
byeeee!
school ended at 12, lunched and laffed so much over lunch with the dancers...hahaha
now that im back in the hall...wanna read up on renal and it'd be good. Vball training again tonight, my hands are still aching from that day's training...nvm, feel happy and satisfied and mummy just left. Love mummy mummy mummy!!
byeeee!
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Monday, January 09, 2006
I'm feeling sore and aching all over my arms and hands...gotta be kidding, last min training, everyday for the next 4 days...halo, a sport doesn;t work like this. But wad choice do we still have, tournament is on sat. so gambate girls! :) :)
Great plans i have for myself, Jesus, help me through it, once i get acustomed to it the first time, things will start rollin` eah baby yeah!
Do u recall the teddy bear machines we use to see all the time in arcades, whne u put in a dollar and u get a chance to grab a teddy of your choice using a louya machine...well, was at PS and there were plenty of such machines and there was this guy who spent more than 50 bucks i thinl trying to catch a baby mickey and minnie..sweet, in the end he got one and i was so happy for him i clapped (unknowingly tho!). just recalling the good ol days of my childhood. Everything i see or hear nowadays remind me of sth of the past, nothing good or bad, i like my past, but i'm going to love my future, not living in the past, just admiring those innocent tireless days and yet excited about tomorrow. hahah!
RAINDROPS::
rain rain go away,
come again another day (when i wanna stay home to hibernate),
lil` children want to play!
rain rain go away...
go go jia you netties!
Great plans i have for myself, Jesus, help me through it, once i get acustomed to it the first time, things will start rollin` eah baby yeah!
Do u recall the teddy bear machines we use to see all the time in arcades, whne u put in a dollar and u get a chance to grab a teddy of your choice using a louya machine...well, was at PS and there were plenty of such machines and there was this guy who spent more than 50 bucks i thinl trying to catch a baby mickey and minnie..sweet, in the end he got one and i was so happy for him i clapped (unknowingly tho!). just recalling the good ol days of my childhood. Everything i see or hear nowadays remind me of sth of the past, nothing good or bad, i like my past, but i'm going to love my future, not living in the past, just admiring those innocent tireless days and yet excited about tomorrow. hahah!
RAINDROPS::
rain rain go away,
come again another day (when i wanna stay home to hibernate),
lil` children want to play!
rain rain go away...
go go jia you netties!
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