here i am again...since the last bad experience with this stupid blogging thing..but i feel like blogging today... :)

xmas festive season n mood is growing and swinging in me.. party starts today, kim's bday party today, MOL and family day on christmas eve, then maybe to a xmas party, church and party at wai's place on xmas day ( funny..i'm sposed to bring HAM! hahah and girls are sposed to be in green while guys in red! Whooooo), steamboat dinner with PA dudes at home on boxing day, and medicine xmas party on 27th..man....it's xmas again!!! The true spirit xmas is gathering with your loved ones..love, peace, giving and more LOVE! :) :) tho hans is not ard with me for xmas this year, sadly....but i hope that these parties and friends can more than make up for his absence. I hope he's having fun skiing tho....heehee...i miss him.

I miss justin!! and Jody and family!! and roobs and juls! But i miss cousin just most :) i had sucha great holiday during the few days in KL. just's place is so cosy..his room is so big and comfy... :) me and jo shopped so much u can never imagined...KLCC, one utama, sungei wang..of which we loved oneutama the most! heehee..and just's driving skills are so superb he drives at an average speed of 140km/hour with a max speed of 170km/hour at night sometimes...goodness...but i kinda miss that dangerous fast driving tho.

I haven't relaly been doing much work this hol, just play, slack chill and more slacking and i got so chao tahed from surfing...sighs....but anyhow, it has been a great hols now that year 2005 is coming to an end....i have so much thoughts in me..all jumbled up. This year has been a different year i must say...the most enriching of all 19 years...the trip to US changed my life (more or less, just by noeing justin and company), new life in medical school, new exposures, believes and stronger values....i dunnoe..it's just blissfully complicated so much so that i can't describe it.

have fun guys and have a merry merry xmas!