Monday, January 31, 2005

wad de damned..was so hopeful only to find out that the stupid application is not completed..wad's with the school lar...help to apply wad sh*t lar...make me think i've been registered already...hopes dashed..sorry paule..can't accompany you. Okies..maybe this is god's plans, he jus doesn;t want me to go into teaching, maybe not even relief teaching..or maybe he had planned for me to call up the school to find out i haven't actually registered the application, so i need to do it, quick and then wait for another big round to be able to teach. maybe, or maybe not. Sheesh..wadeva!

I already finished all the flu medicine i have, and the blocked and sumtimes runny nose jus won;t go away..is it e weather? is it the air, or is it jus me?!!?? huh?.oh well...kinda used to this stupid nose anyways...shall go do some craft now..ahhaha...bubye peeps!

Saturday, January 29, 2005

i think i;m going blind...doing this late into the night...
hMMM..it's been a so-so week...good and bad, but i must say god's been fair...won;t be updating so soon...wait for my mood to change for the better heh. take care jo and ai...will see u soon..will call u girls during tuan yuan fan i guess....blah, god blessss.

Lynette

Monday, January 24, 2005

I Miss
my baby darling very much..sheesh. haven't really seen or heard him the last two days. Sigh, jus feel lost without him. I, of coz can do without him, by somewad keeping myeslf busy the whole time. But even if i try to keep myself busy or pretend to be, somewhere at the side of my mind, it'll be him him and more him!! sigh...i really can't imagine how life would be like a few months down after he gets enlisted, i really must learn to be stronger and more independent. Precisely that's why i try to call him less and msg him less.*sobs...
TAGBOARD SUX!!!!! It's so problematic...damned damned damned!! pissing off! Oh well..anyways, the day seemed so short.. it's like 6.50pm now (Almost dinner time). Woke up at 11.30 and it was like almost 1/2 the day gone, did some cleaning, watched xi guan da shao (Super nice episode), came back to my room to help my maid clean my room and the vacuum broke down. So went to parkway with my mummy to get a new vacuum ( a damn funky blue one. muahahah). Came back to label all the bras and panties we bought yesterday, packed my cupboard and prepare the other cupboard for tonight's "BIG PLAN"!!

Yesterday was a super family day! After dunnoe how long, finally got the whole family out shoppin' again. Usually it's like either without me or my da jie or have one member less. But yesterday was damn cooL! Daddy wants a new 43'inches plasma TV for the living room (Personally i feel it's good la, but also quite wasteful since the big tv we have now is still working perfectly well). Alright, to cut the long story short, we all went down to Great world city to shop for a new TV, then ended up spending almost a 1500 grand on clothes of which 700$$ was spent on undergarments for the 4 women at home. Din get the tv in the end coz we couldn't make up our minds btw a plasma tv or a LCD. ok, after that we came home to change and rest then set off again..this time for johore. haha..we drove down to johore to shop somemore. We shopped at city square...a super big mall. I't like m'sia version of fareast plaza.hahah..but much bigger and have more shops though...got adidas, nike, and many many funky shops. We spent 1.5hrs at this shoe shop and bought 7 pairs of shoes...all damn nice ones.hahaha...daddy also bought a pair of black leather shoes. But is not i want to say la...men's shoes are so booring (yawns), all black and leather i dun see no difference.haha..lolx. okies...after that went to this reall funky shop tended by 4 boys our age..they all damn cute, dressed and look at jap boys..haha..i bought a pair of converse shoes and a mickey mouse tee from there!!!daddy bought boxers for fatty and for himself reached home at about 11.30..was dead tired..and that explains why i only woke up so late today.

oh sheesh...one bag of OP skirts and shorts we bought yesterday is missing. Die liao..think one of us must have dropped it accidentally...sighs....why mans...damned...haha..wait.....................................................................................................i go help look for it coz i dun believe!!!!! I'm back!! hahaha,..it was lying at one corner of the car..haha.nobody noticed it...hahaahha...lolx!!!

okies..i gotta go..get ready for the big plan we three sisters have tonight! Tmr's another busy day...going to han's place to rollerblade. Wheeee!!!!! Let's hope hanren managed to borrow a pair of blades for me..hMm..told my mummy bout the blading plans then she said it's very dangerous to blade along the narrow road and all.wadeva, i think it'll be OK lar..hahaha...

sighs..my lips are so dry..my lip gloss finishing soon..sigh...dunoe wad to do mans...seriously going off now..miss my darling baby alot...sheesh..but it's good to not meet too often sometimes, absence makes the heart grows fonder (true n not true, hahaha). Well i do have alot of say bout this..but nah, i'd rather save it.hahaha...i really really miss that baby..sighs..nvm ,tmr will come, but haii tmr will go...wadeva. some nonsense i'm blabbering right now..heck lar...have alot of homework for cell i have yet to do...better squeeze some time out to finish them before van gets upset.hahaha.bye peeps!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

yoyoyo...i'm in Hanqin's rm...with hans beside me..well today's a not bad day..did many things in de morning...oh well..supoosed to really sit down and study for sat...but..no mood plus no inspiration leh...sigh..actually to put it simply..jus the same plain old L word again....sigh sigh sigh

my toothache...or is it jaw problem......so cham...nvm lar..jus hope that it'll get better and the pian wll suddenly go away jus how it suddenly came...

TO JOLEnE TAN: Hey girl...can really sense that u are quite stress now...with a few irriatting buggers in school..but relax ok...holiday is coming.CNY is round hte corner..we'll meet soon again@! haha...hMM...jus hope you take time off erm.... and take care of urself and also i notice your language is getting quite flowery ah.. must watch wat u say...ger mah cannot be so vulgur.. hehe.. sometimes guys are just a little more sensitive on certain days so just give in teeny weeny bit.. hee.. yah.. u are already very understanding urself mah.. so sure can talk things out with him 1.. cannot ren too much u noe.. one day will explode and till then if u wanna start salvaging the situation den maybe too late liao... =)

TO Tan Ailing: How are things between u and "zhen zhu", nono i mean beverly(slang) .. okay so this thu's kickboxing at amore are u redy not ? haha.. me and yos going to california fitness week.. we also wanna keep fit before new year.. remember the dress ah.. da nian chu yi deal.. if not u better get ready some money and prepare to treat me... haha !!!

Haha.. this time both of u better not say i Lazy pig.. see i've been blogging faithfully the past few days.. well anyway i love hans like crazy ! and hans loves me like crazy too ! yes he does !! not !

Monday, January 17, 2005

HEllo Everyone..lazy nettes no more!!!! hahah...okies, after bummin' ard for so long..making no contributions at all...I have decided to say goodbye to lazy nette. As of today, i will stop the life i was living for the past 2 wks..watching TV everyday, dreaming and doing nothing solid. Right...this is a good start..revamped my blog so it stands for a new me! i am done with the emailing...sent out 3 impt mails..shan't elaborate on that anyway.

Next up..i'm going to pack my table and tidy up my room..and finish with my critical reading section which have been left hanging nowhere for quite some time already. Okies...i;m really excited...waiting for van's mail..i wanna think bout the plans i have for 2005..personal plans and goals..goals with my cell group...i want to grow as a person..grow mentally, intellectually, spiritually...!!!!!!!yays! really excited...okies..shall share with you all the plans i have for myself soon...once i finalise everything i'll let u noe..hahaha

Chinese New year is coming,....man...aiai and jojo, we're meeting again..hahaha.bought your clothes yet? I{m halfway through my shopping spree...heehee.went for lunch then shopped at town with hans and his mummy that day...she bought for me some tops (so paiseh) anways...me and hans are getting along very well..no worries..though we had several difficult issues few days ago bout our future and religion n differences..we sorted things out...and we're even more loving now...that's good...heehee....he's popping by for dinner after his driving lesson tmr....and my beautiful mother is going to cook good food for him! haha..that skinny bom bom..adorable like crazy...lolx!

right...haven't even watched meet the fockers until now...quite sad...oh..i was jus thinking bout this the other day...{dating places}...well..movies isn't always good coz it'll decrease interaction...shopping and all is good but gets boring if u do it too much....going to each other's hse is healthy n great fun too..it's cosy but nothing exciting....haha...so i have decided!!! Our next date would be for me to bring him ard Singapore..i wanna show him the places i grew up in..bring back fond childhood memories and let him get to noe me even better.....good idea rite! ahahha..ok we'll see.that's jus an idea...but sometimes dates that occur with little planning can be more fun!

AI and JO..i noe u are very busy at school with projects and all..i jus hope you'll take time off to relax and take care of your health...i'll keep the both of you in prayers..anytime you want to go to church..jus tell me...i can bring you to church together on saturday evenings...yupx! dun miss me too much..till then take care n god bless!!!!!!!

"I know the plans i have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah9:11
So dear father, i hope that you'll put your hands upon me and guide me as i think through my plans for the year...give me wisdom and conviction, and the sensitivity to be able to hear from the holy spirit. Pls bless me father and release to me the unique plans you have for me in my life...I also pray for my family and friends and especially hanfeng to come to know u as the lord and saviour. May i be a good living testimony of your love and make me your servant to win more people into your kingdom of glory! thank you father, AMEN!