Sunday, November 28, 2004

wad a sad day. shan't elaborate. *sobs*

Friday, November 26, 2004

I miss that L for Lazy boy!!! hahaha...he jus msged me from thai...said everything's finee over there.good to hear that....hee.Hmm.okies, here is a short write up on what i feel bout love (experiences all drawn from me and my darling hans..lolx) ahha.Love is sucha simple yet complicated word..dun u agree.Well..once you've experienced it...maybe it isn't that complicated afterall..

Love is such a bittersweet thing. It makes you happy but has the power to crush you too. One minute you can be so in love and the next minute, the love could well turn into hatred. Is it immatured love? Quoting from the book "Tuesday with Morris" , If you dun respect the other person, you're gonna have alot of trouble. If you dun know how to compromise, you're gonna have alot of trouble. If you can't talk openly about wad goes on between you, you're gonna have alot of trouble. And if you dun have a common set of values, you're gonna have alot of trouble. These are the most important things, apart from love, that will keep two different people together.

The happiest moment of being in love is probably the minute you realise you have mutual feelings for each other. You will walk around with a silly grin on your face, fill in all your girl pals about what has happened and can't wait to see your boyfriend all the time. But in a relationship, too much of a good thing can be bad. Sure, you guys might want to see each other evryday but doing so can be unhealthy to any relationship. Jus like everyone else, we all need space sometimes to do what we like and meet the other people in our lives...(i mean jus a little space, not sure bout others, but too much for me will probably have me killed..haahaha) That's why i always believe in the Famous saying which goes " Absence makes the heart grows fonder"haha

To me, love is when you can't stop thinking of him and you can't get enough of him. Love is always having him in your heart and always looking forward to his msges, calls and dates, even if it means spending less time for other activities. Love is when you never get tired of giving him the best you could...

Wouldn't it be great to attend church service together every weekend, spending time together over dinner dates, going to the movies, shopping, doing sports together, or even just mugging together at home. Love is when you never run out of excitement whenever you see him, even if there is nothing to talk about at all. It is when you feel so proud of him whenever he achieves something or feel down in the pits when he's troubled or ill. It is about infinite giving, loving and caring. It is when he says sorry whenever he knows you're upset and tries to makes things right when they go wrong. It is about him knowing how you feel even if you say nothing at all. It is about how adorable he is when he tries so hard not to make you worry, but you always get worried bout him in the end. It is when both parties try their best to overcome conflicts together, and would try to understand each other's situations during trying periods.

Silly love (like ours!) is when the two people in it dun dare to msg or call too often (say 10times a day!), afraid of distracting or disturbing the other person at work, play or rest, when all they want is to be with each other all day long and to know what he or she is doing every minute of the day. It is when they just want the best for each other, even if it means without them. They just want each other to be happy as long as they are in each other's life. Love is when you miss him so So SO much when he goes overseas but TRY (and i mean try, ahha) not to tell him so he would not worry and can concentrate on enjoying himself over there. It is when you dun want Big pressies, diamond rings or expensive surprises on your birthday- you want nothing more than to have him around to give you a BIG bday hug on that special 18th bday...(sighs)

What is love without romance? Wacthing a heartwarming serial together. Talking on the phone for hours, and sometimes jus by being on the phone and knowing each other is around without having to talk much. Giving pleasant surprises once in a while. Short 10min conversations between classes. What more? Kissing each other passionately? giving Big hugs and comforting each other during stressful times. Sharing family, friendship or even personal problems with each other.

These are the bittersweet memories that will stay forever, even if you lose the love and go on to love another (choi!!! haha) Not the mugging and studying, not the tutorials and lectures, it's these bittersweet memories that will stay forever! This is wad hans told me long ago: As long as there is trust and understanding, i believe a relationship will be able to overcome trials, and will last.
(i've alwalys kept this in my heart coz this is the basis of our relationship!!)


I mIss my darling!!! Dear god, i pray that you watch over him and the others who are with him, bless their trip to be safe and fruitful! I pray you'll watch over him! thank you jesus!! Amen.

Monday, November 22, 2004

I have a job!!! hahaha....thanks to sammie's mummy!! It's some paper work at some lawfirm.haha.earn 50$ am day, mai hiam boi pai lar...hahaha..then that stupid sammie..dun even noe wad law firm we're gonna work for...so stupid right!!!!!!!!! waahahhaahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhaahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

14 down, 3 more to go...no more stamina le... no, i must press on!!!!!!ahahhaha.....

i got a silly mummy..soo farniee...shan't elaborate..hahaha

i wanna slp, but cant tmr got Maths S....you xin wu li...gonna try to do sth bout it...get ungraded also must get it with no regrets ma
ahhahaha..seeya..i noe my update is wierd today, hahaha,i'm feeling abit corny and abit wierd n abit farnie, dunnoe lar..going to study now..bye bye sammiee...hahah

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

oh man.bad bad day for me.i'm in de midst of exams and de next thing i noe, i've fallen sick..! oh, how wonderflu..FLU FLU flu...and headache and sorethroat.....sheesh..

I think i kinda screwed up my chem paper today, couldn't register wadeva i was reading and answered wrongly. Heavenly father, your grace is sufficient for me and you saw me to it, you will definitely see me through it, that at de end of the day, you'll bless me with good grades to glorify you.... For econs..i was having bad flu...brain dead, couldn;t figure out wad i was writing or exactly wad i was trying to write for that matter.....damned...

going to bed now...good nite..

With lotsa flubugs---sick nettes

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

okok..jus a short post, 8 down 9 more papers to go!!!!! whoohOoo..hmmm...12 days to 18, 13 days to liberation,15 days to pretty me, 16 days to hanny. These numbers are indeed confusing aren't they...hahaha

going back to mug econs and chem...Pls pray for me.oh, really feel drained..my brain jus refuses to take in somemore things..how? hahahaha

oh welll....i jus noe one thing...for sure, His grace is sufficient for me....gambate nettes!!!!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Hey guys, i jus woke up from an overdued nap..had a dream like i always do, a dream that kept pulling me back to slp..can;t really recall wad exactly it was all about, jus noe that the setting was a class room...hmmm n i suddenly have this unexplainable urge to write...there goes...

I was exhausted, i laid on my soft bed and fell asleep
Time ticked past, the alarm bell went and broke my fast
My eyes couldn't open, my brains wouldn't leave the cast
I guess i was deep in thoughts..was it?
NO! The word was *tired*
I was jus tired and din want to return to the stresssful realm
I'd rather write down the answers in my little dreamworld
where alphabets dun matter and numbers too
and characters quickly vanish (that's so cool!)
And then i'm back again
lying awake on my favourite soft bed
Wake up nette! No time to waste!
Sit back up and continue to mug
The needles won't wait for you to line
for they are rushin' to the end of time

You gotta get back to finish the race
the race you chase is like a maize
there's no end in sight you might face..
But still, you have to run fast
to finish this lap before you glance
and DO it before the hand strikes Big B!

You can make it, it's all in de mind
At the end of it, it'll all be fine
In this rat race of life, even if u emerge top
you're still a rat. So it doesn't matter, jus do ur job
Do your best and he'll do the rest
Exhuasted? Tired? Weary?
Nah, enough of all these negativities...
for now!
The bright side says the day will return
where all you've got is freedom
And as for now, i have to go back to rush
and every minute should be spent in just
Exhausted no more, i feel afresh!
Christ my saviour, bless me in my test
and comfort me in my rest.
You'll do.
I'll be fine, yea, u go gurl!!!

~smiles~
hahah....i also think this is super true......get alife ho ha!!!!!!
Taurus & Otype April 21 - May 20 (This is for dear dears' predictions..quite very true i think.muahahah)
For GuysPersonality: People respect you for your serene nature because you try to stay away from arguments or other troubles. Your tranquil nature transmits to others automatically, which in turn stimulates a positive environment
Love: Since you take your time with all relevant matters, your search for a worthwhile relationship will also be at a slow pace. It is not unusual for you to turn a friendship into something more special because you are searching for comfort and tranquility. There will be times when you miss the chance of a promising relationship due to your shy nature. Build a little more confidence in relation to that.
Life: You will encounter wonderful opportunities in life because your peers and authority respect you. Hardship is a foreign word to you. Do not take things for granted because you might just face condescending criticisms from people who think you lack the focus. Be sure you recognize your set goals and then you will be able to steer clear from those problems.

Sagittarius & Otype November 23 - December 21 (well, this is mine.damn true....haha)
for WomenPersonality: If there's a bright, vivid person in a crowd of people, one will definitely be you. Sometimes your personality may be too bubbly or forward to some but that doesn't really stop you from being yourself. What's great about you is that you don't have any hidden agenda.
Love Tendency: People welcome you everywhere you go because of your dazzling personality. You'll have many guys chasing after you but that doesn't interest you as much because you enjoy chasing after them instead.
Life: Your independent spirit is part of you and will stay with you for good. There'll be times when you experience trouble conforming to the norm of society but don't feel discouraged. Your sporadic decisions lead to big changes due to small incidences in your younger years. There'll be a close friend whom you will lose sudden contact with. This will have a deep impact on your life.


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Saturday, November 13, 2004

What i do today is important becos i'm Xchanging a day of my lIfE for it...


Thursday, November 11, 2004

wew!! This is so so so SO SUper irritating, i was supposed to have two more updates, but this stupid blogger n the damned blogging system is so screwed, my posts jus went blank!! GONE! no more!! thanks lar.pissed......

Yups, aiai n jojo i knnow u've been reading my posts, so have i..faithflly reading yours. ahhaha..right 7 down, 10 more to go. Well, as u noe, my life's damn booring right now, no fun no excitement and all i'll be talking about will be exams exams and more exams..haha.well no, enough of exams for me and i will NOT go on whining bout it...what i wanna share with you guys about is..........................

oh well, yesterday went to bugis with mummy n anutie MAry for the Trial makeover at jean yip....loLX!! i Was like how pretty lar..the makeup was very nice, emphasis was on my eyes...then my hair right...they went to curl and make some funnny thing infront...i really can;t describe it properly o'er here..will show you the photo... ahha.anyways, all in all, i felt so much like a star..ahha.pretty pretty pretty... hMm, but my mummy and aunt's pocket is burnt now..haha.sorry sorry sorry, when i work next time will pay you all back la..thanks for helping me arrange n pay and spending time with me doing all these nonsense but ermss.pretty? stuffs...ahhaha
anyways my contacts are ready, but i dunnoe where to find time in between my schedule to pick them up...but it'll better be soon...wad sia.....
Okies, for DAnce n dinner, i've got the funky dress ready, the makeover settled, the accessories done! only left with the shoes..that mummy will settle it for me too!@ so nothing left really to prepare...i feel so blessed.whoohoo!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE my Mummmmummiaaa!

Had a haircut at jean Yip yesterday, cut abit only 35$$..sia la....heart pain pain for my mummumiaa....anyways the make up artiste and hairstylist asked me where i bought the prom dress frm, coz very nice and they;ve been looking for sth like that too..heehee....it's from Aussie i told them..sigh...i mean sigh, they jus sighed...hahaha
It's going to be so fun.

Mummy help me book appointment on the 29th NOV!! the last day of my examas to let ferra (my hair stylist) dye and highlight my hair coz scared 2dec then dye will not have enough time.....heehe.excited....then 1st DEC going for meni and pedicure...2nd make over...exciting rite..feel like a star..or rather, feel like i'm getting married...lalala

Well, finished chem and maths 1 and bio 2....talked to dear dear on the fone on tuesday for three hours.sia la.lolx, it's been a very long time since i;ve talked on the phone with for so long le...coz we always rush over the phone. like talk for half an hour or so only..no time la..then on tuesadday relaxing abit coz jus finish paper then got a few days break ma...so we chatted from 10 to 1....he still not tired wanna say somemore...but nono, i wanted to die le..too tired so we put down the fonee..plus the both of us had to wake up early the next day to cont mugging.....soo.yeah lo....throughout the three hours.....i was listening to him complain bout the screwed up exams system and how the lazy cambridge ppl are going to anyhow mark our scripts, spill coffee over, anyhow add up the marks and all, since nobody will be ard to check their marking....damned!!!!!!!!!!!!! very unfair right.....who noes if they anyhow and never mark our paper according to standards...i'm worried...an A would easily become a C if they forgot to add up marks from a page of maths paper...waalllaaa!!!!!!!!!
SO God, please bless that these things won;t happen and we trust that the money we've paid (500$$++) will be worthwhile money and the markers will be respomsible in marking and addingand recording..thank you FAther..AmEN@

HMmmmm...today is quite a sad day, both my parents not in town. daddy went to china for business trip n mummy went to genting to gamble....ahahahah......and this sat is their wedding ann, but they won;t be together then..msged daddy to tell him off le..then he said not to worry, we've already planned in advance to celebrate a week before and after le!! wahahah.lolx.like not romantic lar.....hahaha......that's good i said....heee
Okie,s back to mug econs..dunnoe leh.too long never read econs abit lose touch le dunnoe where or how to start sia...okies good luck to me.nettes must ccont to jia you..dun slack coz got many impt papers to go still...go go go!!!

BYeee ppl.missya and lookward to 29th nov worz!!!!!!!!!!ahahhahaha

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

A Big Hello to everyone? Been missing me and my updates issit? coz i've been sneezing day and night (Flu sia)!! LOLX. okies lame......lemme got on..

Anyways, i'm in de midst of exams now, done with the practicals and tmr is General paper. Well, Aunt MAry is so very sweet. She came back from Aussie last night and as promised, she went shopping for me and bought me two gowns!! Thet're actually meant for my prom and the two dresses are damn damn damn nice!!!Oh and they're also damn damn damn ex!!!!!!! almost 500bucks Sing$$$... whoohoo!!! The theme for senior dance and dinner this year is VIntage, n Aussie is full of vintage shops that sell prom dresses, so yeah, she bought the dresses..soo... Okies,must show u all one of these days.

One dress is damn funky one. it's a black tube with light pink ribbons framing the dress. The dress is flair and how do i describe it, it's like a pom pom dress with party-like material at the bottom. Okies then de other one is a light pinkdress. It beautiful thing bout this one is that there is a 5cm thick pink glittery sequins lining the hip area. But hor this dress is very body fitting, need to be very skinny and bony then will look nice one.ahhaha.. So until i make myself skinner before the prom, my choice for that big night is the black funky VIntage tube!!! wahahahha

Hmmmm...Aunt mary promised to sponsor my everything for that night, includng make up artist and hair stylist n all from jean yip, if i became a prom queen finalist. Oh well, fortunately or unfortunatly, i really am one of the finalists.! (dunnoe how it happened either, well this is thing is very lame..but fun too!!) thanks anutie mary!! wheeee...pretty pretty pretty Lynette! wahahha

Well, the start of the exams means the end is nearing too...29th November....a special day. The funny thing is , instead of looking forward to my bday this year (like all other years), i'm actually looking to forward to a day after my birthday! ahhahaha... how retarded..

Okies, regarding my preparation for exams. Oh...so so la....like studying everyday, but things to be studied and memorise all over again are like So So much, neevr ending...seems like cannot finish studying leh...doing my best. Maths i never study, jus practised a few papers, finished with my Bio core syllabus le, but havne;t finish the option topics yet...econs never really touch.haii...intending to leave it to de One week break. and Chem...not bad la...other than option. the rest studied le, got Mr chong ( my tutor) to help me...coping well with this subject. My S papers, only prepared notes for Bio S, haven;'t studied yet and maths S. only practised a few qtns, i feel so dead for my S papers. Sheesh...

Hmmm...i'm popping jelly beans and chocolates rite now. Signs of strESSSssSSSS...Yeah, u guessed it right, they're the ones brought back from Aussie by Aunt mary...haiss...how i miss my dearie...Hanfeng, it'll all be over soon!! i Love you baby, must cont to jia you together hanny!!!:) (like he even noe i have a blog lar, lolx)

okies, to my cousins:
Aiai: jia you and be motivated for your last 1 paper?
Jo: dun miss him too much lar, absence makes the heart grows fonder...he'll be back soon anyway!
Angeline: i miss you, long time no see.
ahha. and tmr is phia's bday right...end of the year like evryone's bday coming hor...hahaha
okies, going back to do GP..seeya, take care n god bless bless!!!
:)

With lotsa laughter
Lynette