wowow..tiring but happy...
Today has been quite a fruitful day i must say...ok, by this i do not mean that i dutifully did all my tuts or whatsoever...it's more like how i enjoyed my day like never before in these two months.

Had a good chat with xiang this morning, wasn't considered a quantity chat but it was more of a quality chat. It's like we rarely interact and when we do, our conversation is full of " i understand you" and vice versa kinda thingy. Feels great..and we're going to the movies this friday night with her Rg girlfriend. Intending to watch -- intolerable cruelty. Heard it's a great show.

Well, after sch, i juz so happen to decide to pop by the sc rm. Coincidentally, mel and HZ were contemplating lunch at PKW, so they asked me along...heehee, to meet MArk.WHooHOoo.,mel and mark eh.(MT)*2. ok, not wanting to be their light bulb, me and HZ dropped by at marine P LB to return some books. Wanted to join them afterwards, coz we like wanna give them more private time and all...ahhah. Though we agreed to meet them for lunch at MAc, clever me and HZ changed our minds and decided to lunch at the PKW foodcourt instead. HAd the best lunch in this whole week. We treated ourselves to the famous duck speciality rice *drools* and had tiramisu chocolate cake for dessert. Oh too bad the chin chow stalll was closed, so i had peach JUst tea instead. Had some lil adventure on the wy back to sch, haha, but han;t elaborate on it.

back at sch, while waiting for dom and jun to finish their CL2 mock, me and HZ went to the lib to mug. haha, u believe? yaeah rite, more like to relax and catch up on our reading. ahhaha. SO we stayed in the lib to read for about an hour. At de end of it all, i borrowed an SAT 1 prac book and organic chem text (their still in my locker though coz their too heavy and i'm simply too lazy to carry them all de way to town and then drag them home).ahhaha

Finally it was 5.40. MEt dom and jun and de three of us sneaked to suntec. We strolled around the mall, qeued for the 7.40 UPTOWN GIRL tix before buying some sushi and drinks from carrefour. Then, we kinda had dinner at SUBway.ahha (thnkx to dom and jun's generous contribution - two stamps, my subway stamp collection was completed, whoohoo...i'm gonna have a free subway meal..)

The show was pretty good. Would recommend it. LIked the plot and the characters. Esp the plot, which brought up many small issues in life like friendship, kinship, moral courage, independence, loyalty and all...hMmm..cried a lil when the two big lil friends hugged. hahah...

Am tired, and there's still trainign tml. Wish me all de best. Dear almighty lord, pls give me strength and confidence to be happy and to be able to relax and play my best during training. Will believe in mysef becoz i believe in you lord.

Finally i wanna end by sharing this website.~touching~
www.tz008.com/love.htm

Treasure whatever you have now...
One will always remember,
Those that have come into our life...
Cause, Memory can never be ruin...

Mood: depression

""sch as usual""
""din finish my tuts-guilty""
""saw how she hurt herself""
""god pls help her, guide her and give her wisdom""
""what can i do to help? confused, scared""
""hey girl, u ahve my sppt all the way u hear.jia you""
""took a taxi down for my last piano lesson with MRs tay-sad""
""i really appreciate u and thank you mrs tay. gonna miss ya""
""walk home, saw his funeral. remembers, the last tim ei saw him healthy and walking was a few years back.""
''''recalls the soured friendship--stoned""
""hugged mummy, woahoo, stress relieved a lil""
""ends with a light conversation""

All de best to Ai AI and JO for your exams k.study hard and take things in your stride, dun worry too much. Looking forward to partying with ya guys....God BlEss

TMl gonna lighten my baggie (oh carrying my new baggie) and going out to rock with the vball gals...cOOL! and enjoy.all de best to those who are taking chinese...

To my good frien: Fen: dun worry so much bout promotion. Accept whatever has been planned for ya nd make the best outta it kayZz..God loVes yAAaa!!!!

NItey

Hey guYs....
hmMM, i feel so bloated.ate alot today, Infact i've been eating alot these few days...dunnoe why.can't control myself whenever i see good food. haii.feel like pukin' now..hahaha,heck la.anyways life's all bout eating and enjoying rite...hahaha
was watching TV the whole time after i returned from sch. Had soem uni talk from NUS , NTU and SMU today..we're seated in LT5, but i din really pay attention, was talking with my frends. haha.oh well...

coincidentally turned to channel 23, saw LIV VS LEE live soccer match, decided to watch it. haha, it;'s been a long time since i;ve watched soccer matches. used to watch it alot lst year and in sec 3...ahah how funny.how time flies.....phewewew..and there goes....KInda glad that LIV won by one goal. SCORE 2:1. haha.and owen scored the first goal.whoohoo!!!!!!

well, today is my second last piano lesson with my dear teacher. she's not gonna teach me anymore after my theory exam on NOV 1. so next tuesday is gonna be my last lesson with her..haiiiii *sobZz* She's gonna give up all her higher grade students so that she'll have more time for her family and her two young daughters. HMmm.....haiiiiiiiiii..must go get a lil sth for her to show my gratitude..really maNZ.but i'm really broke recently.oh no....

ok, so what happened yest? Yest was friday...i was so so so extremely bored at home, i just changed and went out of the house....ahha...din noe why.i was completely unsure of where to go or to go with whom. Was like floating aimlessly around. So i walked along city link to look around for about 2 hours. Enough of the "me" time.....i decided to meet jun. so we met and walked around town, met clement and his friends for awhile....both me and jun got shixian's belated pressieee and hahah. W're at cini and saw this bagpac and slippers. We were deciding for a long time and finally settled down with a brown funky but a lil feminin slippers and a cream coloured bagpack. HOpe ya like it shixian..

Oh, we got for ourselves a new bag too. Very nice.but it cost us a bomb! Hmm.,will be carrying it to sch prob next year if i can wait that long.ahaha..
apparently jun wasn;'t in good mood, and the foul mood drag till today..hope you're feelin better jun..cool it, k?
me too, wasn't feelin exactly very right yest, woke up feeling very tired and just NOT happi..couldn't reason why.
anyways.....

tml is sunday again.i am very vexed. Know i shouldn't be coz sunday is s'posed to be a happi day.a day to worship jesus....but somehow i feel heavy. really dun noe why..ermZ.actually i do noe why....it's just me. i can't decide and the longer i drag, the more uncomfortable i will become. Their friendliness and enthusiasm is gd, but really scare me sometimes... City harvest is too far but i have already made many friends there......want to cont staying there...but yet i really feel very tired and tedious travelling there.....then last wk, went with my aunt to lighthouse in tamp. The preaching was quite good.but i noe none there. In another words, i wldn't go to lighthouse if my aunt doesn;t go, or not i'll be alone..haiii..that means i am dependent on my aunt and wldn;t be able to attend service regualrly..i raelly dunnoeeeeeeeee

dear god, i really wanna pray and cry out to you....pls give me wisdom, guide me n tell me where i should go and what i should do next. I feel so alone and so lost sometimes...dear god, pls bless that i know where i am going, that my everyday is not aimless or wasted. I pray that i'll live evryday to the fullest and be happy. I need guidance jesus....thank u and luv ya!!!!! amen!!!


Yup yuPz, kav, noe you're in edinburgh now...hope you're enjoying yourself over there.ahhha..whoohoo!!!! i'm also going to aussie in dec....haha..looing forward to the trip with my famil.coz i haven't been abroad for a long long time...ahhaha

tml is my grandparent's 50th weddng anniversary..cOOl rite..really happi for them...hope i'll be able to be like them when i grow old....that'll be the greatest blessings manZz.....so we're all gatehring at their hosue and celebrating for them..

hee.hope everything will go smoothly from here.
nitey


Birth stone
Turquoise or lapis lazuli.

You like…
Going abroad, watching comedy movies and learning risky new skills such as bungee-jumping or scuba-diving.

You dislike…
Routine, living in the same town all ur life, EastEnder re-runs and boring food.

You’re best at…
Inspiring people to overcome their fears, winning arguments and smiling when u are surrounded by gloomy faces.

Deep down…
U are a wandering spirit with a lust for adventure and travel. No matter where u are, there’s always somewhere else u would like to be – just for a day or two. U hate being cooped up.

Your career…
ki instructor, sports journalist, human-resources manager, advocate or social worker

Fashion
Fashion-wise, you're constantly changing - one minute you're massively slobby in a stained old sweatshirt and ancient trackie pants; then the next you opt for an OTT party look, complete with feather boas and masses of glitter. Generally though, you prefer going casual, because you have to feel comfortable.

As a mate…
U are honest and speak ur mind without fear. Friends like ur outgoing personality and often turn to u when they need fun and adventure. U aren’t interested in gossiping and get irritated when that’s the only topic of conversation.

As a girlfriend…
U are a bag of laughs, thrilling ur boyf with ur thirst for adventure. He’ll appreciate ur down-to-earth personality ‘n’ loves that u get on so well with his mates. A pleasant partner, u are undemanding and enjoy an easygoing relationship.

If your boyf’s a Sagittarius
Adventurous and cocky, he loves travelling and wants u to join him on his journey. Let ur hair down, take it easy and enjoy the ride with this cute character. He often gets restless, so make an effort to see and do new things instead of chillin’ on the sofa every night

Celebrity Sagittarians
Zoe Ball (23/11/70), Dane Bowers - Another Level (28/11/79), Gary Lineker (30/11/60), Britney Spears (2/12/81), Lucy Liu (2/12/68), Aaron Carter (7/12/87), Nicole Appleton (7/12/74), Christine Aguilera (18/12/80), Brad Pitt (18/12/65), Stephen Spielberg (18/12/47), Keifer Sutherland (21/12/66) and Jamie Theakston (21/12/70).

hey guys..me feelin damn bored rite now.thanks to all the tough trainings i had the past few days...now i'm acheing all over and just can't bring myself out of the house.so here i am.hahaha..one really fun thing about blogging is that i can play around with pictures and share nice cute pics with everyone...so lemme show u a few...

mood: dead tired

hey guys, back again. i'm really exhausted. Infact too tired to blog though there are many things on my mind and many eventful things took place today and i wanna share. Hmmm, another time perhaps or i'll probably let those things remain buried deep within myself and then forget about them soon, i hope.

gonna go to bed and start dreaming dreamZzzz again.nitey to u guys out there....
god bless!

hello..
mood:tired, both mentally and physically.
it's been a long time since i've come to blog, but tadah...i'm still here atlas!
Was telling Jo that i wanna give up using this username coz being the "comp illiterate" me, i accidentally signed up too many blogs using my user name..nah, shan;t bother, i'll stick with this blog in the mean time. Shall wait till hols when jo and Ai come for a stayover then i'll will re-sign up and redo everything.i wanna have a nice nice and original blogger!!whoohoo!!!!

wowow.....everyday is passing sooo soo quickly and it's the same evryday. One word-tired!!!!
There are like so many things on my mind. Dear god, please give me wisdom, that i'll be able to solve all these issues quickly with your help and power. Thank you! :)

I am quite glad with my promo results la.... got quite decent grades despite my (din study very hard) attitude.haha, not that i din want to study, i think i was prob too tired going thru the same stuffs all over again. Got a ABBC and C5 for GP. Ok la..not too bad, but still got lotsa room for improvement. My aim is to get 2 S papers (chem and maths). Sadly, i am only qualified for maths, i need an A for chem to be recommended for chem S. Boohoo!!! but i only got a B, a low B that is... luckily, my chem tutor(the nice MR liM) agreed to help me push for it. SO u noe wad that means? It means i have to work extra extra hard among my tedious vball training, hectic council activites and the nearing piano exam!

Noe what, my dream is to be a successful paediatrician!!!!! A child doc in layman's term. But that'll mean another 15 years of higher education. wowo, that's rreally killing me.....i'll be like almost 35 by then. I wanna have a family and have children by then? But if i wanna study medicine, can i start my family so early? I dunnoe...but i'll try.for my great ambition. So lord, pls guide me....

I'm damn damn damn tired larZZ.had physical training on monday and today..and it's really raelly rall.i mean really tough training, considering the fact that i haven;t been working out for almost 3 months coz had to mug for promos.haii..aching all over now...wad to do..gotta give my best to training, hope to get into the team next year...dun haveta be on the first team.juz as long as i get into the team, i'll be happy. shall be working on it....hahaha..but shit!!!training;s on tml AGAIN!!!! haiii

haii..there's this resolution i have for the next month until my bday.that'll be to be more matured..and stop acting like i'm 12 or sth...ahha...and try to reduce my crappinesz and irritatingness but still maintain my jovial character...hahah...i'm gonna try.coz i'm turning 17!!!whoohoo!!!!!

Hmmm..i wanna keep it this way.that only a few and i really mean a few people are reading this..i wanna keep this low profile..if not like gregg, i'll prob stop bloggin` if it gets too plublicised.

ok lemme think.is there anything else i have to say since i haven;t been blogging for almost 2 weeks..hMM...nothing much to add.oh yea, my sis bday next week....dunnoe wad to get for her.in fact i'm quite broke lar..ahhaha...any ideas u people, can juz msg me or sth...
lUv ya all.

gotta go do my homeostasis tut, vector 2 tut and grp 2 tut...seeya and nitey

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i wan to find the person who can bring out the best in me~

e greatest gd u can do for another is not jus ur riches, but to reveal to them their own~

life is made bearable by the stories we save n tell~

i went desperately into his heart to find solace, but what i find there is jus desert!

there r many things in life tt will catch ur eye, but onli a few things will catch ur heart. pursue those!

the quality of e voyage matters more than e nature of e destination~

it's easy to fall in love, but hard to find someone who will catch u~

hey guys....this is my first post...haa..should have a grand opening ya.....
was juz toking to my "long lost" cousins....jo and ai(also known as rainbow)ahhaha*grinZ. Jo was telling us about her blog and her ahem...so we decided to create our own bloggers too..cool huh.and we're all linked...
hahaha
i'll try to maintain this blog la hor...haha

nyways, today was quite an ok day.woke up..was not feeling too good..had flu....so din go to church with weiqi.sorry gurl...in the after, went to grandma's house to have lunch.Had 3 popiahs..haha.fantastic manZ.luv my mama's cooking. Went to SICC after that, my lil bro went golfing with my dad, i helped my sis with her art exam prep by the poolside and then we all swam. Damn tired now....hahaha..had dinner then came home.yepZ..tml going out on a wild girls outing with winny wanny.ahha.coOl maNZ....
that's all for today.nitey guyS